Entering the Diva's Den...Collaboration with Epidomyofadiva

So she really wants you?
No. Women are more trouble than men...lol
have you ever even desired a woman?
..not really, I dont see why she so paranoid
Why is she so jealous of me
hell if I know
she think you and I have something going on...
or has she even asked
she wont ask, she will assume
they all will assume
and watch everything we do
(wondering what it would really be like
taking her for the first time)

(I almost thought we had started something the other day
so, I'm gonna keep this thought to myself...... hot,hot,hot)
 
Hello....can I speak to Diva...
this is Diva, may I help you?
what time will u b ready tonight.  I thought we'd eat at my house,
if you're not afriad
I'll be ready by 7. No fear we can dine at your house tonight
I'm fixing your favorite.  Grilled salmon w/salad & asparagus
oooo...and if you fix me that I'm really cummin...lol
bathing...dancing around the room with excitement
Clothes everywhere.  Baby oil dripping down my body from the shower
I take my time to put the salmon in the oven, got the veggies in the fridge..
Ready to go.  Bottle of wine chilling.  Oh, and I made a salad.
Balsamic vinegarette..I remembered.  I'm unusually nervous. 
We never established a relationship beyond a deep friendship,
and I hope I don't blow this chance to impress her on my turf.  Wondering...
if she is as nervous as I am...

She is even more nervous..thinking...  what is she doing all this emotional
I know she knows she turning me on with that, "I don't do girls line..."
What do you wanna bet, one day some woman gonna turn that head,
and she won't be able to say no...she is always there whenever I need her;
its as if she feels me  and I hope I'm alive to see that day.
Looking at the clock, it's almost time....6:15- one last look in the mirror
as I slip the little back dress over my head...heels on..splash of perfume
and out the door.

Damn, look at her.  Coming to my the door..looking dressed to kill..
I would love to call that mine...

Knocking on the door...
Good evening Sunshine...i'm here
Such a warm embrace...damn she feels good to hug
Ok..you came to my house.
Hi,  welcome to my humble abode...
...honored to be here
Ccome in..wit your sexxy ass...

Winking my eye as I enter...
'What you say?  she said.
Nothing. I said you sure got here fast...LOL
Would u like a drink now...or what
Yes. Thinking to myself-- this will ease my butterflies
Grrr, I keep asking these leading questions...
Okay, two glasses of wine coming up
...excusing myself...

thinking to myself...what am I suppose to be doing...
hoping she likes what I did with the place.  I made it a lil more me..
should I ask her if she needs my help

I just hope I dont blow this night.  I like good impressions
Damn, I'm seeing her in a new light...and I like it
Okay, one glass of wine for the Diva...smiling
sitting down beside you.  'Hi...how u doing...', that's all that came out.
... feeling embarrassed, nervous.  "I'm really good today...."
I take a sip of wine, and ask if she wants to watch TV, or listen to music...
Thanks for inviting me. I love what you've done to the place
No, let's listen to music.  Thank you...I just redid it.  What do you like?
Nina Simone... Donny Hathaway.... any oldies
OOOO, I happen to have her, or at least one cd.  The oldies are me!
A friend turned me on to her one day in a chatroom, and I'm digging on her
I know. I am tooo.  I love Nina.

My son's father and I use to listen to Donny all the time
My palms are getting moist....why am I nervous...I have sweat in my hands
We been out many times before..why is this different?
Something about tonight is different...

Sunshine you seem different as if your glowing
...okay, Im gonna break the ice, D...tell me whats different about tonight?
lol..I am... I mean we been dating for a while..we keep it on the up and up...
so why is it different tonight?  Tell me.  What you doing to me...
is it your dress.. or the lack of an audience?
why ..whats happening... you seem so much more intense..
or in tune to me tonight.  What?  I'm always in tune with you. 
Ughh, I don't mean it like that...
I meant to say, I'm always a good friend...
No Sunshine...   huh?   explain then.  I mean as if its just you and me--
as if we are one. 

Blushing as you talk... So nervous   One?   yes..  Who..us?
... smiling even more.  I'm sorry,  was I assuming again?
Well, its true when we met, we clicked, and we just appreciated
the mutual respect without even so much as one complication.  Nooo..you weren't.
It is what it is.. I mean..there was always something there
then we've been one for awhile... 
 
The timer went off.  Those silent conversations.  Okay, hold that thought.
That timer was right on time.  If I had not gotten out of there, 
I woulda tried to take it to another level.   Hmmmmm..whewwww...

When is she going to touch me...damn. ...is my mind running wild again?
Everyone doesn't want me, but I thought...oh...never mind

Now.  Let me check this grub...yeah,.it's smellllinnnggg great!
And barring any unseen disaster, this night will be perfect!
Okay, dinners ready.  Let's eat.  Go wash your little fingers, and join me. 
Bathroom is right there on your left.  Sure, excuse me, 
I go into the kitchen to set the table.  I seat her at the other end of the table,
but I really want her to sit beside me..closer
but, nawww,  Imma be nice... its already tense...lets not blow it.  you can sit here,
as I pull out her chair for her, and pour her some wine.  Ty, Sunshine
Everything look delicious.  The guest is served first in my house.  Good.
If you don't get sick, maybe we can do this agian...LOL  
Tonight I'm a guest, huh.  Yes, always... Next time, it will be on me.
Oh yeah...cool.  Taste the salmon, see if I flavored it just right...

Slowly, I place a small piece in my mouth, wanting her to see me
inhaling the essence of the flavor. 
Yes,  its perfect!  Watching you..nerously.  Ahhh..she likes it.
Everything is great. You're an excellent cook.  Damn, I wonder what else
is she great at.  Blowing to myself...grinning...  Are you asking me...
No, that was a private thought...sorry.  Of course, I'm asking you. 
I just didn't think you heard me.  Well..I'm also good at listening,
decorating, I can play a mean game of spades..  I love to read.
The rest--you will have to discover.  I heard that.  Laughing.

what are you good at?  Now. I'm paying her back.  Putting her on the spot.

Interior design, entertaining, playing cards and making you uncomfortable...
.....devlish grin.  Ohhhh.  So,  you're doing this on purpose?  Maybe.
See, and I thought we were friends.  Now you wanna make me uncomfortable.
Of course we are, but I thought we were more.  You don't like women, remember?
More.... taking a nother sip of wine. 

I don't date women, but I so enjoy you.  I mean our relationship  ummmm.....
I don't know how to take that.   Please explain.   Feeling more nervous
Taking another sip..well, a gulp of wine, finishing my glass

Quickly asking for another one please. 
More?  please.  Of course, pouring some too... Our relationship is not
just a friendship to me.  You know you making me nervous, dont you?
sssshhhh...let me say this while I have the nerve...
ok..closing my mouth.

I think we started out as sisters, but somewhere along the way our friendship
turned into a relationship.  A relationship... If I'm wrong...  Am I wrong?
Aahh, no..I do feel close to you.... but what about him?
I mean we are always there for one another in so many ways....
well all except one.  And her--you know she would be mad as Hell if she found out. 
She would say we were playing her all along.  That we been getting down
all the time.  I don't think of him when we are together.  You don't?

Lately, I haven't, no.  Drinking the rest of the wine in my glass..
I know we are at a crossroad.  Wringing my hands..we are?
But I don't want our relationship to end like this; I want you in my life...
I'm not doing this to hurt her please, believe me.
Wasnt it you who said....women are more trouble than men...lol

Didn't you tell me they were watching you...to see what you doing...
...making sure we keep it on the up and up.
 "thinking I better be quiet before I talk her out of the words
I been longing to hear from day one, almost...
People change, and feelings do too...at least mine have...
'please enlighten me, Miss
becuz u got me thinking..well..you got me nervous as Hell over here.'
Is this just a convo..you being nice to me becuz I cooked for you?  She smiled...

I know the things I said before, but my feelings gave grown.  yes women are
more trouble.  LOL.  But what we share is pure and innocent.
Please... don't... lol...innocent...Naww. 
I can't help it.  Either I laugh, or I kiss you...
We don't have the problems that you, and she share.  Or your other friends.
Silence.

What would you like to do?
laughter escapes my lips.  J/k.  Not really, but D, what u doing here?

Did you say you wanted to kiss me... 

Slowly, she is getting up from the table,
moving towards me.  Bending down, and softly kissing my lips...

mmmmmm