Sunday, August 6, 2006

.....You Sould Know

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Entry for August 06, 2006


 


I think
you should know
sometimes
I find myself
wanting
you
and sometimes
I don't
The thought
of losing who you are to me
is not worth the risk
so I sit here..
letting you go
in my head
again
and again
Seeing you
with her
I just
dont know
Shaking my head,
cuz I can't understand
what you see in her
My thoughts get so twisted
when I try to explain
to myself
what it actually is
you could learn from a liar
I think you should know
I walked down
to the water today
Just a walk
to clear my mind
I stood along the shore
pitching rocks into the current
with each rock I tossed
I made a wish
hoping one day
you would see me
with  that same interest
that you see her
knowing she dating my brother
and didn't think you should know
I promised my brother
I wouldn't tell
but, I did tell her
I think you should know
I am hoping
she does the right thing
before I have to
cuz....

 

 

jakuper 

 

 


 Do you think she should know?

12 comments:

  1. think once upon a time
    she was me
    and we use to be
    you have no right
    punishing me for us
    i thought my happiness
    meant something to you
    to us
    to we
    i see i was wrong
    thinking you cared
    all the thoughts shared
    moments in time
    stuck in my mind
    let me make this decision
    i'll be my own demise
    our time is over...

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  2. Epidomy, so you think I should tell...if it were you....

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  3. oh lawd...that's a sticky situation...especially since the person you are considering telling is someone you may be interested in..good intentions can sometimes turn into 'kill the messenger' she may blame you... If I felt compelled to do something I might tell the 'girl' that I know about the 'brother thing' and let her know she needs to tell before I do...or something like that..like I said, it's a sticky situation that could turn either way...especially since there are feelings across the board..good luck

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  4. not gonna do it....not gonna go there.....no really - the poem is deep - and for me personally - I am not good at keeping my mouth shut...but it has cost me - IMHO full disclosure is always best - but often painful...
    OMG J I'm just a gray girl and I have trouble with black and white - yes and no - right and wrong....

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  5. Nikki..I feel you. SOme would, and some wouldnt jus for that reason(a personal interest)..So there is no wrong or right answer, I guess...

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  6. Taammy...LOl. I feel you. SOme wont even touch it...But its hard for me to say I wouldnt tell...

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  7. muah!....I don't know babygirl.......this is a hard one.... u made a promise, but she will be upset if she found out u knew.....

    raven

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  8. rAVEN...I know...I have friends who go thru this constantly...

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  9. i would steer clear....

    this is sticky and u run the risk of hurting more.

    especially if the person u warn wants to stay blinded....

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  10. Ms. J. ask them to step up to the plate, tell them you are uncomfortable with the lie. If they refuse, let it go, it's their problem not yours. You tryed!

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  11. The choices we have to make when there is so much to consider. You captured the dilemma of should I tell or keep it to myself well. I think she sould know, but would I be the one to tell, more likely I wouldn't tell.

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  12. badly...If it were me, I would steer clear too..and let the chips fall where they may. thanks for your comment

    Browndiamond.....It was I who warned that I would tell, but I dont know...thanks for stopping by


    Javelle..the most of them wouldnt..I see that now. I value your opinion, Miss Lady!

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