endless dreams

Excuses
falling from lips
filled the taste of you
I need to say goodbye
but I can't
Searching for the reasons
that might make
the pain okay with me
but all those happy moments,
I forgot
I need to kill the need
I have to say your name out loud
in the middle of the night
when I want to touch you
you're a shadow in my mind
lovingly I feel for you.....
and you're nowhere to be found
These urges
that are driving me to you
How am I supposed to live my life
while you are in the way?
Keeping me from what I need to do
Your whispers constantly disrupting me,
I close my eyes
and FAIL to sleep
and my memories fail to keep
me warm on nights so cold
yet the rest of the story
has not been told
I can't help but believe
in tomorrows destiny
where Love
you know...
the kind you want
will come back to thee
(chocked up)
Your fingers still fresh
against my skin
I dont want to be without you,
I'm still lost in dreams of you
bound to make
the same mistakes again
My back turned to you-
you're calling for me endlessly
to take your weary hand
I walk
and still we end up face to face
not even sure what to say
but I know I dont want
you to go away
what then shall we do
when its supposed to be
not one...but two
two with one heart
We dont need the drama
or the heartache we both know
WE will bring
But I cant find the strength
to fill your space
I half-expect some part of you
might change
and make it all ok
But that's the dreamer
that I know is just the fool
that I need to say goodbye to
and let our past just pass me by
Still I cant help
but let the dreamer rule
I have learned
no dream
is coming true
unless you believe in me
and you
I never expected
to hold on so long
but you got
the ending

to my song....

 

jakuper &  *****