Deliver Me From Frustration........A MIC Write # 47

" My vibrator, which brings me heaven, Rabbit be thy name.
You make me cum, you bring such fun, on earth - or is it heaven?
Give me this day my daily thrill, and forgive me my screams
as I forgive those who sold me dud batteries.
Lead me straight into temptation. Deliver me from frustration.
For thine is the vibration, the power and rotation.
For ever and ever. No Men! "



Simply....through the pages of experience
can I deeply understand what I'm feeling at this moment
Thoughts and motivations of others smother me
...drinking me in conceptually
No sign is sent from above to cover me
Revelation being a changer..a turner to another page
angers me
My real life....stranded on some tropical island with zero patience
forces this meeting....
the stand off of a commission of memories
telling my history like it's supposed to unravel
but...it isn't.
And whose fault is it...
who is really to blame...
when the morning light is slow to come
when the hero of my heart withered and ran away from a storm
almost like this water running out when I've washed all that is irrelevant away
Only now.....I'm supposed to be overwhelmed with a deity of color--
turquoise, campanila, mauve...and shades of white
coming...to play hide and seek with me
bent on un-troubling me

How can I let on that what I really got is a migraine
from strain.....from thinking in portals of fractured manipulations
unfolding...righting my transition as I fight to the finish
for this one last gifted version of happy

Uncensored......unchained by hundreds of warring words
bringing the fire in like little birds disturbing the quiet....here I lie
feet arched in turmoiled peace...waiting in deep contemplation
bubbled over in this temple of drawn inspiration
aching for a tender touch that will move me
away from this purified hypnotic truce
I found it...and now.....
I must go to it

Am I doing the right thing
or am I settling for another one of  life's reason why...

I can no longer live with the females version
of the lord's prayer








jak(1/27/12)