Emotional Spasms.........A Roggy's MIC #37

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 Epilogue of a stolen heart.....

House party...perfect place to quench your thirst for vanquishment
for everyone who attended....
thank you  
thank you  
thank you
(sniff)

here remains....hands...(sniff) broken
soaking wine glasses
clean sweeping my best roast dish
the ending
...
(sniff) not my wish
[m]asses toasting to the next clever grown-up mess
Trust is...one of the first ones to arrive..(sniff) dressed in green
Dolled up...smiling at everyone......making friends very quickly
too easily
It knows it's way around

Sin and a shame
(sniff)
Sin and a shame
(sniff) shame on me

 red roses painting over the dinner table (sniff)
How did I know they were about to turn
dream drop distance blue
(sniff)

words you said on our wedding
you say to her (sniff) before you were even out the door
now look at the wedding present I get
eyes crying...onion-cutting wet (sniff)
no sense
no sense
no sense
(sniff)
Believing you when you said...(sniff) until death do us part
Now that cute.....b.b.b .witch she got you
Just...disregard what  we made
shove the knife...(sniff)
right through...(sniff)
my heart


Just go on...(sniff) you bastard
roll 'er up and take 'er home
She can never be me
(sniff)
looking like something right out of Gotham
I hate you for dong this to me

(sniff)
Don't mind this small waterfall
got a little
running down my nose
[catch it..you used to say] (sniff)
Just be ready for the cataclysm
before it's really all over

times like this
(sniff)
times like this
Through sad windows on blue nights
Karma promises...(sniff) it never lasts
because it was done
in the night
 

I used to think (sniff) you belonged with me
All it took was unforeseen problems,
an unfitting crown of...of drunken thoughts
and my silence....
because I know
I know when you're distant
you creating a fog
Ain't nothing like that icy feeling
when you come in..and bring her with you
just rubs me bare
and ....I can't speak...(sniff)
Your only words...
"Why won't you look at me?"
...but you know....and you don't care if I cry
(sniff) (sniff) (sniff)
you'd much rather (sniff) give me
a geometrical hernia
(sniff) a overflow of emotional spasms
because
you
can't
be
honest
with
me
(sniff)

Damn you

My eyes are open now...wide open
My heart demands more (sniff)
It's already divorced

If my voice could reach back through the past...
and call up every instance when I shouldn't have trusted your ass
I'd say you owe me big time
and oh yeah
you
you gonna pay









jakuper (11/9/11)