
"As soon as you forbid something,
you make it extraordinarily appealing.
You also bring shame in
as a phenomenon. "
Jock Sturges
Deeply missing our long conversations
and how pitifully plundered away
was precious time
here is me
....
with eyes closed
....
head bowed
minus the knowing we would speak
is me
making my soul a little weak
as I pray
attempting to escape
to the past,
or even the future
I know...asking you
to forgive me
for time wasted
does nothing
for the backspacing
to memories
held so dear
jakuper (9/12/11)

oh heartfelt words ..it feels like ,,a [[[hug]]] is needed :)
ReplyDeleteyes it is..and I thank you, Caroline...:)
ReplyDeletethis. is. beautiful.
ReplyDeleteits a moving write..evokes the ache of regrets
ReplyDeletethanks Lisa!
ReplyDeleteYes, in some areas that is very true, Delilah...thank you for taking time to read me...
ReplyDeleteBeautiful
ReplyDeletethank you my friend...please have a nice weekend!!
ReplyDeletelovely
ReplyDeletethank you Stacey!
ReplyDeletewow this was unexpectedly compelling.
ReplyDelete...smiling....thank you Roggy....glad to oblige ya...:)
ReplyDeleteAwww ... I feel as though you need a hug too
ReplyDeleteIf only we could forgive ourselves for past regrets to make enough space to live in the now (or the future).
thank you Suzy...at the time I did need a hug, but time has mellowed me to a peaceful place that ic becoming the norm for me. Thanks for feeling this write....
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