Burning......A Roggy Moving Pic Challenge #26

.......it was especial, as promised.....  
Every inch of me....still burning...still yearning....
hours later.....for every inch of you
Still I long for you... as you said I should....as I knew I would.....
these sex-starved loins turned on.....911 alarm
undeniably feening for another hit
of the heat I wasn't even supposed to pursue.  
Damn you....  
No damn me for being such a greedy,
curious ruffian.....
so used to feeling stinging pain...
like hot rain dripping
....
that I nauseate my own self.
 
I feel like I'm tripping....
like I deserve to perish in this pyre I'm so wet in....
loving how you git in where you fit in..Mmmm
How do you like setting this ole omnivorous body afire
Oh it's burning baby
....senses churning....in the pit of my Hell...
my sensual well....as flashbacks of you nestled there...
and in my mouth couch me right here....
.......where flames wrestle me to attention
then back into un-relented submission...and dissension
One I tell you the truth, now...I truly deserved this. 
I waited..on pins and needles.....
caught up in the hiss of the scorch of your skin 
touching, clutching mine  waiting for you to do...it...again
Watching your eyes dance en-flamed in no shame
as your slippery hips dip like you're two-stepping
giving your hands  and feet walking papers
to survey the damage that was unleashed
Your orders...simply rescue me.....any place
that seems safe to enter
from concupiscent combustion
is worth being incinerated....again

My ears, neck, and face set aflame
as I boldly asked for the return of your body's refrain
back and forth baby...
abjure me
lift me
palinode me
recant me
repeal me
suspend me
and asking you do you like it

I'm so enjoying you
enjoying me
fulfilling my need to set our inhibitions free
touching you
and clutching you from deeply within
Excited at waking up
tasting your tantalizing tureen again
Wetting my digits excitedly....with your midnight dew
Creating circular spins up and down your clammy skin,
while you lie there.....loving the view

Ecstasy in your eyes...in my eyes
thighs pried open wide
I'm all the way in
as I play inside,
retracting the proof of exacting fair play
to what I want again today,
fingers exposing the the mood I've got you in
as I bring your heat up to match
the moans emitting from your lips
as my tongue once again slips

Your eyes closing only when overtaken by pleasure.
my tongue ravaging your V
framed in soft hairs....
amid stares at

my sunken treasure










jakuper (8/24/110)

 

In Limbo.....A FIAF Bonny Challenge #50

What have I done
that I can't answer your questions
My freedom
hopes that time eats this eclipse

 Not looking backwards..but you can
 I'm just pressing start
Now.... through this artist's eyes
no more skies crying

 Just teaching great lessons
about detached love
and this imperturbation between us
being a curse

or a blessing






jakuper (8/22/11)

Inside My Sighs.......A Roggy Moving Pic Challenge #25

[inhale exhale......]
Let's consider what heaven is to me....
a warm spirit...an open mind.....a gentle heart
and a nice smile you got there
I look for all of this whenever you come around

Tell me.....what you thinking...right now...I really do wanna know
I'm so interested in what's on your mind
I see your eyes darting back and forth...waiting for me to speak
[exhale] studying me...pondering your next...thought
[inhale exhale] Don't think too hard, it's only me
and I smile whenever I know I'll see you
I know you know you're already close to me
So close...[exhale] that I used to think if I only could touch you....[inhale]
you'll exchange my anxiety for some of those virtuous advances I know you got
Is that so?

I know you know....how much you mean to me

They say if an angel touches you,
it's like a bullet to your heart....[inhale] without breaking your skin
They're right...[long exhale]
and I can feel it, too
I can even feel the emotions in your eyes
I'm anxious and sensitive and excited and so turned on[exhale]
but I try not to let it show when I'm around you
You see me as being so cool and calm
and...and I am like that....[inhale exhale] so you won't know
just
how
much
you affect me [exhale]

Yeah even now......Just thinking about you weakens and excites me

You touch me and something in me just knows what I could have with you...
if you would only let it happen
Okay, imma say it....[inhale] Can I...be in love with you?
(aaahhh)
Cause I could...giggling.....[inhale exhale]

Listen....listen..shhhhh
You hear my heart whispering your name...
Whisper my name back to me...in your head
See what it says...see what happens
No...[exhale] don't tell me



I do alot of exhaling, lately, cuz you make me think
You make me wonder what I would do if you were really here,
if you really were mine...and you felt like this about me

"Oh, mirror in the sky...what is love....I ask myself"
knowing the mirror will not answer me
Only you can......but really I don't wanna know

Laughing...
As long as you don't answer....I won't hear No
Oh, I'm so brave as I trail your lips with my eager eyes,
not even brave enough to use my fingertips
Inhale.......exhale girl
My lips mentally touch your skin
softly
and my senses take flight
I run like I violated something
because I start feeling something
deep...deep inside my sighs
I lose every ounce of willpower I've held for so long
running from something I feel so strong
You know.....[inhale] truth is
I'm weak as water
when you're anywhere
near me

[exhale)







jakuper (815/11)
 

Always........Bonny's FIAF #49

Father, you said love is stronger than death.
You said I'd always feel him....near

Look!  They just came up to me.....
 and started loving each other.
 
What are the odds that David came back
to demonstrate how we'll always be...together. 

I still feel him kissing me good morning....



Dad, I still feel him.....














jakuper(8/14/11)

Understanding Peace

" Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world. " ~ by Rev Ed Hird ~

Try understanding someone else's point of view for a change......and have an awesome, safe, and peaceful weekend!!

Enough...Is Enough.....Roggys Moving Pic Challenge #24

(glancing closely into my web cam)

.......looking at these pretty brown eyes,
the ones you say make you....happy
But...all I see...all I see....is sadness.  Sadness....
Tears...a man refuses to cry...stifled...
and sigh after stinging sigh....
exhaling enough pain to funeralize these eyes...
and the feelings that keep me.....meeting you here
Waves of water....bubbling up in my gut......held back by my mocking masculinity.......laughing at me.  Footholds  enough to line an ocean floor......if I let them make it to the door.  I refuse....

I ask myself, what would I be crying for....why is this heart still longing
for something....for someone... who's already been taken away from me.  What makes me think I got nothing but time to wait for you to show...and not enough sense to realize you are showing me you

It's not my day...
not my time...
not my right to demand....
but your heart is still my home....[yea right]

Why....why can't I face it.....that my heart is not your home...
because if it was....you'd be here...

I know what you're thinking....you're thinking that you got me
whenever you slow down to us...and when you do you got me....lol
Tell me..what made you think that....

.....what was the first inclination that told you I never would be leaving...was it my eyes...my lips...my voice that you weakened as you touched me anywhere...everywhere....anytime 'you' wanted us
Was it the pitch in my whisperings...or my nurturing touch...or my charming way I put you first in every plan I had

And...and you played on that confidence because you knew I couldn't do anything without thinking of you first....

Damn the first time I said....I will never, ever leave you out.  I boxed me into you instead of you into me...and here I sit in the dark....waiting.....in that same box....for two hours, 24 minutes and 6 seconds and counting.......and I still can't feel anything but impairment.  I feel like I'm blind.....


I've felt your heart has been mine since the first time I counted how long it took to reach you
But, it isn't enough to come looking for you
Hell, if it wasn't for the little pride I have left, oh I woulda been found you
when you just disappeared off the face of the Earth......and you woulda agreed..that love shoulda brought you home

but.......I want you to be happy.
I want you...to be happy.  Wherever you are happy......I'm happy.  I want to be happy, too.....

I had more than enough love to pick up the slack. Or so I kept telling myself

Enough to make up for the time I sit here and wait...

and wait...

and wait...

Hmmmmmmmmm....................

You wasted....
I wasted....
we've wasted too much time trying not to pull back.  

You will always have enough with me.....but you can't see that.  
I thought I had enough love to make you forget.....enough excitement.....
that you get off from work and call me...even when you're too tired to see me.
I thought you'd be glad I come straight home....waiting for you....and hold on to enough desire for only you....that I won't remember longing for anyone else but your aroma all over me...in my air...in my hair
Enough lovemaking when we do get together....that we both set all of our cravings we saved and appeals free.  I am just afraid I can't do this anymore......



For now ....'enough' is enough.  I will not be compromised by stealth....taking on the world as it is...
because for us, right now.....it is spinning
at a different pace
There is not enough anger
not enough fear,
not enough indecision,
not enough competition,
not enough circumstances to keep me sitting here
waiting for you

I have enough yen in me
that I know I will find my real yang


Enough....is enough

(pushing the off button on my web cam)

Wiser....Bonny's FIAF #48

Who's a good girl?

Not me


I'm in Dreamland right now....soaking up my medicine

Freedom....like idle lightning.....keeping me away from danger

as this creeping mist in my eyes is removing the green sketch lines of bittersweet envy

Day ninety.......

waiting

for tranquility to come find me


Absence makes the heart grow.........







wiser











jakuper(8/7/11)