Til You Make It..........Roggy's Moving Pic Challenge #20

I can do this

twirling
pulling
burning
energy
can't stop
jujitsu precision
twirl
smile
turn
bow
muscles...groin
growing
growing
hips
tightening
don't stonewall me
not now
thighs
biting
cheeks
meeting
toes balancing
my next meal
feels like
aporia
like
like
twisting
music
playing
over
and over
and over

perfection
only room for
for
for
perfection
one winner
one
wrong turn
turn
careful
turn
turn
pain
can't stop
why
be cause
this
is my
gift
lift
lift
lift
me
turn
turn
fake it
til you
make it
make it
make it Joyce


three more minutes

then
mmm

stop.

running outside.




exhaling
aaaahhhhhhhhhh
breathing in
spinning around
blowing
out stress
inhale in
fresh air
air
air
breathe

freedom
take me away

spinning
how did I do
my best
yes
Yes!
my best

Great spirit
reward me
you see me
you hear my suffrage
I feel you

I see you

Sun
shining down
on me
release me
I gave it
my all

my all

fill me up
fill my cup
let them see
I gave me
me
my best
time
sweat
effort
my gift
your gift
to me
my gift
to them
ahhhh

yes
exhaling


thank you.



back inside.



sitting here
waiting
in fluttering silence
waiting
anxious
nervous
excited

watching them pass me
my chances
what...
good
not good

average...?
I wanted to win
I wanted
to win


who won?

was I good
yes
Yes I was

doodling
doodling
bedlam
tearing up my paper
shreds

ughh.

before I could attenuate
a voice:

"Joyce, Joyce"


yes
you called me



"yes, we did"





a butterfly
landed in the corner
where I sat
as I stood up

I watched it
flapping it's wings
and a sirocco feeling
bathed me
I was terrified





" you got the part"





" Beautiful and graceful, varied and enchanting, small but approachable, butterflies lead you to the sunny side of  life.  And everyone deserves a little sunshine"
~Jeffrey Glassberg~









jakuper (7/7/11)