Yearning.......a Roggy Moving Pic Challenge #19

I am tired, beloved, of chafing my heart against the want of you;
of squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it.
And I scald alone, here,
under the fire of the great moon.
~Amy Lowell~




Some say a full moon brings out the animal in us
maybe it does
and then...maybe it isn't to blame



I can safely accredit this state
to knowing
right now
that nothing done with sincerity, or purity
is a waste of time....
and realizing...that while I'll
never
get
the
chance
to tell you....again
while you're lying on my lap..
or in this bed
or watching movies buck naked
....while kissing every place on each other...
you know how we do it,
every
place







and clawing at each others moistened skin
playing
in your hair
and through your hairs
....while our wet fingers
touch...
and clutch
sending intimately fass,
crass
haw signals
that make me hot
and 'yearning',
'burning'
for you
feeling
so
fresh
and free
...
I can see
that the present circumstances
don't make me
....
they reveal me

It is high time for my soul
to feel me
....lying here....
and deal with my whys and whens
why...evenings like these.....spent without you,
not being able to do...us things....why not feeling the joy
that being us....brings us in
does not impede my belief
in my faith,
in my hope,
or in my love

They 'make' me love.
You make me horny
and restless
...more so...
even though you're
nowhere
around

My longing
is multiplied
....
remembering
when I 'could' look into your eyes
and watch
as our mutual desires collide,
as you waste no time
sliding between these thighs
sssiiiighhhh
and you find no surprises
because you make my early morning
and my midnight rises  lol
You are the reason
...I'm feeling this wet fire....
this unquenchable desire
this heated love
...
the choking kind
the uncomfortable kind
....the non-refundable kind....
and how it is making me
......
blind

damnnn!

(whispering)
to any copies of the real thing
that my present desolation brings
you will "never' hear me sing
like this

The 'how you ask around for me'
when I'm not there
and when catching my glance....
'you wink'..
and sink me
as I wink back
.....

Yeahhhhhh!!!!!!!!

(almost there, baby)


Moments like these
...to me....
are
priceless

and unable to be touched,






worth more
than a million bucks
to me
you set my passion free
like confetti
bursting in air
almost with the sanction
of an 'answered prayer'
My answer is like tears of joy
pouring from my pores
hands waving
clapping
lights flashing
libido crashing
in throbbing satisfaction
don't.
stop.
don't

don't....
stop....
don't stop
don't stop
.....
.....
DON'T STOP!!!

Yes,
it's the choking kind
but
the only kind of love
that works
on me
for me
You
work
me
over

(singing)
You have it
....you got it...
forever

this is not a one night stand

I'm not sure 'when'
(exhaling)
I started loving you
.......
like this



I just know

no one
can take your place









jakuper (6/30/11)