What If.......

holding on
because it might not
be coming back

What if...
I don't really believe in love
and only pretend to play the game
What if I really under minded your feelings
and refused to take all the blame
I know that I'm not ready
to just lay it down
and let it die

Does that mean
I don't get my medal
until I have won
what I'm fighting for--

Peace and love between you and I

What if I never get to experience
the love that I so desire
What if that box I'm closed within
never opens up for me
What if I never find the words
to say
to make things right

What if nothing I said made sense
to me anymore
and I was unable to feel you
and you no longer felt me
Would that be the end of what we were living for
Or would we find a way to get past it

What if my mistake was telling the truth
I ask myself over and over again

"What power does the truth hold with us?"
 
What if all the mistakes
I made with my eyes widely opened
hit me back in my face

What if I was lying
and you know I didn't really care

Would you be fighting so hard for what's left