The Reality Of It All

The Reality Of It All

Ever had feelings that took over your thoughts
hourly, daily, monthly, year after year...
 wantin to be touched, tickled actually,
tickled inside so hard that you shed a tear
Catching your breath momentarily
as you're wanting to reach fingers so near
to wanting hands that understand fingers like yours...
and feelings like yours
that care as deep as you do
Exploring emotions  that come running
 right back to you
and they ache...activating the ponder...
is she feeling this too

You don't want to own it
You just wanted to row on the boat of love
with both oars in the water
You with one, on one side
and she with the other across from you
peddling for dear life,
peddling for dear love
peddling for dear friendship
(if that's what it came down to)
peddling for ever companionship
unconditional wantings to be there
 for you

  I know it supposed to be feelings
for a husband,
but mine, Lord, are for a wife.
Just to be her ally,
in the ups 'and' downs of life
 A woman about it,
a prayer warrior
when you need to come out with it,
a  partner against the world when you doubt it,
a familiar face to reminisce with
 working out what we dream to be in it
..each one coming true..with the physical you
I love to arrest your real thoughts,
see what you saying,
feel it in every touch..and love it
like that cute couple swaying & playing
How can anyone say you're not what I need? 
If we click so well now 
just give us a chance to connect on the real
Come and give your feelings to me
to the point of it all making us a deal
of loving the spontanaity of it all
You know what--
if you never love me again
if you didn't like me then
I coulda took a no to love
but I still wanted our friendship
your advice, your encouragement
and to deal with what happened if we said no
that first night
Nevertheless...where we would be today
is where you'd be just a blessing
or a lesson....we both learned