Key In.....Key Out

I need to tell you how I really feel...

maybe you'll listen to this:

key in...key out

thank you for dummying me out
a different kind of communication, I'm sure
resembling a sort of celebration...brand
trying to understand
....just who got who's back
and hand
how trying to understand everything
is forgiving everything
........
or, is it?

Tuesday....weather partly cloudy
don't forget them umbrellas though....cause it's gonna rain
rain...raining on my head from life's ceiling
to some.....called Heaven's healing
wind echoing sentiments back and forth
like a hug that was meant
But Sunday and Monday...
where were you
" Every relationship between two individuals
or two groups will be characterized by the ratio of secrecy
that is involved in it. "
Georg Simmel


Neither of us can get it right
some days there is light
and some days light is hidden
from our shifty eyes
Sometimes, foolishly, I let my heart hold the pen
and let it decide
and I just go for the ride
Today I woke up
I was healthy
I was happy
I was warm
and I was loved
'and it all came from above'
(I take none of this for granted)
and I said I got to do this thing right
Sometimes the wrong choices
bring us around to the right places
even though we flow with egg on our face
and it absolutely sucks to realize
you rejected other people
for that one person
that wasted your time

Now...I'm just like my key....
maybe now you will see

key in...key out






jakuper (10/27/12)

GO TO HELL

"what seek ye?"

"Repent therefore of this thy wickedness, and pray God,
if perhaps the thought of thine heart may be forgiven thee."
Acts 8:22

Recreant pages ripped,
tricky tempers torn,
devious plots crumbled
just like dreams mumbled...and fumbled
Pieces of King James quotes to keep the heart afloat
yet none of them helped because you kept saying
'not yet, I got time'
I can stop this whirlwind
on a dime,
on time,
in time"

This life..it's mine.....
'not yet, I got time'
I'm doing just fine
One of these days I will stop
on a dime'....
but instead of being empowered by small changes
and seeking answers within
I was becoming an audience of one
a sucker trying to lick my own sin

"Be of good cheer, for I have overcome the world"

When He said, "My grace is sufficient for thee,
for my strength is made perfect when you become weak"
why did you laugh in religious quander
refusing to put your ego and pride asunder
You didn't have to bathe in seared centered silliness
using a washcloth of contemptible unwillingness,
spiritualizing instead of sanctifying
for when insecurity turned evil
there was no denying
competing against self
proved bad for your unjustified health

" Therefore, there is now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus,
who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit"

Infestered you were in double talk
not walking the walk
when you are given the chalk
....daily
to avoid deceitful cowardly detours
saying, 'not yet, I got time'
I can stop this whirlwind
on a dime,
on time,
in time"

When those plans are thwarted
and you...still refusing to turn loose
that guileful party 'you' started
that leaves the ....... brokenhearted,
apologies are spread like Blue Bonnet margarine
making a mockery of a messy slick scene
Here you go again...crying
'I can stop this whirlwind
on a dime,
on time,
in time'

'Can I have a little more time?'
Knock, knock, knock, it's for you
'Please don't tell me my life is through'
There's no more time
to do what you had all your life
and so many chances to do
'But I'm sorry, and I love you'
Your reward for disregarding the benefits of obedience
humility, mercy, time, and grace
is to never to see
your Saviors face
In your life...you had a ball
Now bow for your last curtain call
With you so many others fail
to believe the final date with unheeded advice
is.......GO TO HELL!







jakuper(10/23/12)

Flamboyant Confession

In rapt obsession,
and flamboyant confession
in fevered veneration
she used me
...
she used what I had,
she used what I did to her to stoke her sensual fireplace
using dusky scourges of willing hands
and willing tongue
to repeatedly plunge plunge plunge
deep deep deeper
tingling inside
as everything inside me
went haywire
and I was so sure
I wanted to keep her

" Where perception is,
there also are pain and pleasure,
and where these are,
there, of necessity,
is desire. "


Facing her
between brunet thighs
and feverishly escalated sighs
with that crooked cocky grin
as my tongue played fetch,
I hungered greedily to catch...
that flavor again
for my parch
was just as strong
as that arch she had going on,
rounds going higher
and higher
cresting to a almost satiated rise
of that loud throb
[boo boom boo boom boom boom boomboom]
of her aphoristic knob
Ears shreiking,
defenses weakening
as liquid pain gasps to profanities leaking,
embrace politeness in mili-seconds intervals
wanting to say...it was a slip,
it was she
just being freed from the bondage
of a unusually academic crepuscular grip

Sure you got flipped,
sure those were my locs you gripped
while your fleshly fountain dripped
Now let them walls hear
another avalanche of metaphoric chills
that make me run for the hills
then....when you can,
breathe a sigh of relief
....
tell self how you were just treated
like a theif
drifting back and forth across the back alleys
of leaf and limb
while yells and wails
from seduced finger trails
crippled your inner fights

Deep deep deep
inside the tissues of your silken ears
and against the pursuasion
of your supercilious pompous peers
and stirred by the slave that never stopped to fight
I applaud you giving it up to me
because certainly
that was my pussy last night!










jakuper
(10/23/12)

Dream Your Life

Dream your life.
Write your life.
Live your life.
Live your dreams.
Love your dreams.
Give homage to the her in you.
Give honor to the purr in you
that separates the little girl in you
from the woman in you
Need yourself more than anyone else
Feed yourself all you need
feed yourself the age old creed--
maternal instincts from Mother Nature
begin with the faith of a little mustard seed
Ascend as she ascends.
Defend what she defends
and offend anything or anyone
that seeks to ground you
once your destiny has found you.
For it was the fruit of your mother's wound
that found you
and the rise from your Father's tomb
that crowned you
Princess of the Air
how I love seeing you flying up there
floating on vesicular clouds
that 'will' take you there
No more a victim
catching temporary anecdotes
lingering under yesterday's bed,
you are the remnants of a table of final adopts
of love and joy and peace
so precisely spread

Iron sharpens iron...
" when you seek beauty
in all people and in all things
you will not only find it--
you will become it "
No more will you be the tail
....
but the head!







jakuper(10/15/12)

Happy Monday!!

Let's start the week off putting a smile on someone's face. Fill one out, for anyone, even for yourself.....

Dear ______

I _____ you. You have an amazing______. You make me _______ when you __________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. You remind me of a __________ I once _______. When you _____, I cannot stop _____________.

If I saw you now I'd __________. Remember that time we _______? I would

_______ just for you. Sometimes i just want to__________ you because ____________. I wish ____________ forever and ever. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars. Ohh how I want to ____________.

Weekend Approaching

It does my heart good to still be able to say happy Friday, and I pray all of us have a safe, fun filled, and peaceful weekend doing whatever makes you the most happiest...

Care to share your weekend plans...or you just wanna let it unfold and surprise you....lol