Tuesday, May 29, 2012

For Lesson....or.....For Love?........A SP Challenge








" for as he thinks in his heart, so is he" (Proverbs 23:7)


Not yet proven, to me, is how the heart doesn't choose it's feelings
but how it is sooooo helplessly becomes engulfed in them
and.....why the hearts eyes are so blinded
by the fireworks stirring within
as said heart is caught up
in said wishings to see its a'more
once...twice...again and again

More than colorfully lit rays strumming about you,
more than candid heart symphonies exploding can out you,
and mostly....how accentuating the varlet auras plotting shamelessly to gain us
claims us....sometimes too soon
That desire wraps one so neatly within it's essence
so much so....that when one finally lies in slumbers crescent,
it's will cocoons you...
and swoons you
eager to learn from....and of you,
discerning as to how you so easily,
in their eyes.... take the moon
and the sun....with you
and swim freely
through visions
in your private night skies surprises

Never think that every move you make
doesn't berate night thinking it could but rob you
of the rest of that day
even if it allows both of you
to steal what little energy
and synergy
that remains
in the hours of that day


Without even knowing.
when you're gone,
you requisition time
as much as you acquisition it
How difficult to notice what surrounds you
what drives you.....what thrives and surprises you
about your valiant stand
as opposed to what knives you
leaving very little of you left
caught in the greys, browns, and greens
of when you 'were' around how right it seemed
and how and where love once created
now is merely a saturated sponge
lunging helplessly to the bottom of a dimly shadowed
endless sea

For right now, though,
you swim freely to and fro
as the light sanctions words that slip
from cautious lips
and no regrets bubble
in an alien world borne of trouble
and sigh
as our emotions touch down in this tree
symbolized as an a-musing talisman
sent to collaborate the ambiance
caught
between me
and thee






jakuper(5/29/12)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Faith.....FIAF #90







To truly understand your heart,
your mind,
and your spirit
and how they muscle together in unison
......
sometimes for you,
and then how one may ignore you,
look not at what you've already achieved
look inside to what your soul still believes,
what you mind can conceive,
and what you still have time to do




Friday, May 25, 2012

Ting-Ting...a CRC Write #80




























Listening to the rapture
in your voice
ringing,
singing over my being
like the ting-ting
of toast for celebrating sunset
amid small talk about the day,
recapping how it slowly
piddled
away
What ever is crying inside of me
waits impatiently
while routine sings
and stings
slow and swankily
in futile attempt
to un-kemp
what my body really has to say
Not doing a good job, am I
 of scheming
as my seat warms
sweat forms
and I squirm
upon the learn
that you noticed
that I
got something to say

Excited nervousness 'grabs' me
as your eyes not only stab me,
They de-scab me
blabbing how you're tired of waiting, too
for the next phase
in the night sultry haze
Talking, long felt pauses cause a jolt
as you approach my space
offering a light kiss to my face
My grace now being intricately interrogated
by the alma-gated sensation
of passion arresting my intents
My cover
is spent
I have no idea where it went
One minute I was fighting desire
and the next
I'm blinded by this...this fire

 Please listen carefully
and try to hear
  what I'm not saying
but what I'd like to say


You are my Mystical Storm

In the distance
I hear thunder rolling
I hear the rain forming a pour
as I picture us lying back on my bed, quietly
A raven...sitting outside my window
in a voice...it speaks to me
as the rain starts....showers,
turning into downpour
The thunder becoming louder
and I'm so drawn
to your aura, watching you
with a curious eye
doing what you do
You un-apologetically slice
my restraint in two

It takes what little willpower left
not to speak as the storm is raging outside
and....while the fire within
dares my sensual plans to begin
It is overtaking me
You are overtaking me
What are you doing to me?
This is a subject we need to broach
I say no
Self says YES
I say no
Self says YESSS
no
YESS
no
Yess


Soon enough
my resilience weakens
I say yes
I will
Yess
I want to
Yes
I walk over to you
and kiss you
Eyes closed...lightning flashes,
lighting up the room
I see your eyes light up
and
you speak to me..

" Do not fear me
I bring revelation to you
Your fear is of your inner self
I will give you courage
to experience your awakening
The dark means anything but evil
It is the doorway to answers
behind the unknown
Never go beyond
what you are prepared for
You're ready for me
I came to you
because you are ready "

Amidst the thunder the lightning
and pouring rain
show me how to love again
I don't want to be rushed.
I am your canvas
You are the brush
Paint strokes of pleasure
on every inch of me.
Create a work of art
studying me
at every angle

breathe life into me
in the darkness







jakuper(5/25/12)

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Cloudy Days








It's always the little things in life that matter,
and so it is with the little journeys we face day to day

Life is like....lying on the ground with my back to the sky
with my head lifted up....lost.... into the clouds


' just dreaming '



Just watching the clouds go by

...being grateful for everything...


It is a rare opportunity to look into the heavens
and see what Heaven must see
when it is looking down here

....

at me



I watch as the clouds pick up different formations
The winds shift,
and they form random shapes,
and sizes
And....it feels like they're reading my mind
writing stories
...
logging my flight


The images create waves of hope inside my spirit


Sometimes, I feel as lonely as the clouds,
wandering aimlessly,
nonchalantly
like I don't know where I'm going,
like my life is lost

My mind gets confused....like my life.... in a haze of gloom
as I look back over all the places where I've been
and I think of the mistakes I made
and I'm not sure of my course
I continue to watch the clouds move around up there
noticing how they dance to their own flow
and the sky...how they really dress up
when it comes closer to sunset

Then....all of a sudden....out of nowhere

The clouds change form,
my thoughts change
A cool breeze dances above me,
wispy and frisky,
smiling,
and friendly
as laughter flows through my mind
like rivers of warm rain

and I feel like I can make it again

It felt like somewhere up there
the clouds were finding some direction for me

The journey of a thousand miles
must begin with a single step.


The clouds
.....
once gazed upon just by the dreamers
and those who study them
now form a partial rainbow
as layers of iridescent clouds seem to follow me

they have a plan for me
a journey..........back to me

In their excitement--
the clouds could not hold their good news any longer

The sun bursts out
.....
and God smiles at me again
I could hear my spirit being admonished
to go and give it your best shot,
and trust God

to take care of the rest
on cloudy days
like these








jakuper(5/19/12)R







Saturday, May 5, 2012

The Last Time.....FIAF #87





















She said, looking up at you, "you're mine"

Watching her grip your head, pulling you into her,
she planted a kiss on your awaiting face

Then, as the tables turned.....on me.....
I watched her handle you....

It was obvious by your glazed-face-juice smile
this wasn't the first time

but....it was sure

the last time








jak(5/5/12)