Wednesday, February 29, 2012

In This Season.....A MIC #52 & WordFix@56 # 19 write







Scene 1


" Standing on the balcony overlooking the backyard,
taking in the heat of the sun, eyes closed....
she walks up behind me.....gently cupping my breasts.
Her breath on my neck,  soft lips roaming...."   Listen.    Hands follow  heartbeats.
The world around us.....imaginary.

We choose the scene...
a heart that is the pot of gold
a story..begging to be told





Scene 2

 at the end of my rainbow...and to my delight
the notes feel...just right
 showing up...here...tonight
 celebrate with me
This is it!  
Bask in my love...
it fits your body
like a glove...............................and when you get enough
you are free to fly fly away
until another day



Scene 3

She chooses the notes
........
 as the distance feeds the hunger between us......
Is there a thirst for an old poetess.... who still dares to cry your name,
to play your game
with no blame
or shame
Only a meltdown in the eyes of love
In the blue of night
...

hidden secretly
out of sight
would that I could place this world
at your fingertips
and let you select your flowers

let you read the stories I wrote for you
for hours and hours

let you see MY visual of you
...drawing me towards you
as night winds sang sad songs
all night long
as nights magic

pulled thee back from tragic overstatements

the moon listened in as it's smile lit up my face
the day your breath reached out for me

The song I sing
...
with few notes
pulls the pondering lonely out of delusional dreams
with little steam



Scene 4

For you....

beyond words
beyond light
beyond rhyme or reason
in this season
let love connect us
for ever










Saturday, February 25, 2012

Melodies........A FIAF Write #77




















....from the first verse
of the first song you ever played for me,
to my ears came a nurturing,
an understanding,
a kind of peace for me

In me....you've found a place to indulge yourself in
I found a melody to sink my idiosynchrocities in

Here....I've been....
serenaded by candlelight
night after night




Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Right Now.......a MIC Write #51













Right
now
Right
now
Right
.......
now


visions of You
.....
my promised land
standing before me
Your gaze....salacious
because I like the feeling I get
when I touch me
caress me
undress me
when you catch me
and watch me
doing it

sen-su-al-ly
slow-ly
pri-vate-ly
un-a-po-lo-ge-tic-al-ly
wanting to
pull my inhibitions down,
don't you,
release them....from my bo-dy
stepping out of them
and
watching me
naked
panties dropping
right
in
front
of
you


with no fore-wisdom,
presentiment,
or pre-notion
have you watch
as my river swells
like wells of bubbling crude
coming up to meet you
head on
Hands on
chills forming from deep deep inside
and me foaming
at the....ahhh
and....in exploitable places

My reserve....usually preserved
for special occasions
lays exposed
as your concreteness plays naked
insouciant-ly
against mine
knocking to come in

I am so expecting
what's ahead

Mmmmmm

In my mind,
dragging my nails across your skin
as my nervous hands
clumsily reach out to you
cutting off my own speech
raising my pressure
increasing my pleasure
knock-knock
while the screech of private whispers
scold me
trying to talk me out of this
but naww...... I remain true to this
My own heart beating
so fast
I can't catch it
Beat for beat
my beat
your beat
my beat
your beat
my beat meets your beat


At last...anticipation
(and that most popular sensation)
of being in that moment,
in your mind
blinds me
You become my shaman
my amor'e
as music plays
inside my head
and fireworks explode
with you.....above my head
Anxiety and dread
race me
to our virtual coitus bed

I already know
I know how good it can be
I played it out many times
in a fantasy
Your fingers trembling
Mine resembling
pliers
Veins bulging
legs twisted,
hugging
loosening,
tightening their grip
feeling and feeding your hunger
your curiosity
your velocity
your want

Time stops all around me

Nothing
no thing
and I mean nothing
nothing
.....
even matters

Another threshold
to foretaste
I don't want to waste
another minute
we need to take full advantage
of
right
now
right
now
right
.......
now








jak(2/21/12)

Promises To Savor.........a FIAF Write #76






Using love as moth to flame
no story the same
Friendship begins where it starts...
cold hands....warm puppy heart
Movement reflects joy
Ears hear emotions between dog and boy
Heartbeats hushing screams
of simplicity in life of boys dreams
Both born to live and die
seeking favor,
 promises to savor
in each others eye





jak(2/21/12)

Saturday, February 18, 2012

"Stay"..........A Wordfix@56 Write #18








You really don't have to go..."Stay." 

Soft spoken pleading mercy went unheeded....as if not heard.  Eyes shut tightly, forcing spurned lovers chase in haste.....as human sees the action unfolding.  Another lover kicked to curb in hungry angst....as broken chorus of song curled through caramel lips, "love shoulda..... brought you home..last...night..."






Thursday, February 16, 2012

Finish The Thought.........February 16, 2012











1.  The best piece of advice I have ever received in my life was..........

2.  Aside from family happenings (marriage, anniversary, birth of child etc.) the event, or accomplishment, I'd  consider to be the highlight of my life would be..................

3.  If given the opportunity to be an apprentice to any person, living or dead, I would want to learn from.............because............

4.  If I got to a place where I needed a support system, I know.........would give me love, unconditionally

5.  Music for the lounge, and I'm the DJ.  My first five songs would be...........

6.  What keeps most people from taking the time to give back is they...........

7.  The event, activity, or program that would be more enjoyable if it did not last so long is........

8.  What advice would you give single parents in raising children in this society today?

9.  The celebrity/ sitcom mother that reminds me of my  mother is.........because.........

10.  The celebrity/ sitcom father that reminds me of my father is.........because.........

11.  A strong woman is one who........

12.  A strong man is one who........

13.  If my love came with a warning label, it would read........

14.  Sometimes I get in one of those moods when I just feel like..............

15.  The Whitney Houston song I will never, ever get tired of hearing is......

16.  Love is a...............






Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Feelings ....A FIAF Write #75










Sometimes I forget
how deep emotions can be,
as I become lost
slipping into uncharted feelings;
feelings that catch me up in so much anxiety

I get side-tracked whenever I think of you,
I start gathering all my thoughts together,
placing memories in their place


Here's to all I feel
when I touch your hand







jak(2/14/12)

Friday, February 10, 2012

Love Hard.....A MIC #48

 









when in a hurry, love ad libs
love moves fast
love is fel
t
 heart to heart
you must feel my heart
racing
like cars going somewhere
on bridges at night
no red lights
nonstop
 love is forever
 never wanting to be apart
 love is musing, moving
 enjoying, sharing silly moments of the heart
 love is attentive
 wanting to learn whatever I can about you
love is contradiction,
in that I can love you with all I have today
and find more love for tomorrow
my way...I can't stop
 love is cosmic....like smoke disappearing in a fantasy
 believing in anything we can dream
 ready to share all my dreams with you
 love is always changing
people come and go and walk away
 always trying to do what is right
improving, everyday,
and learning from you
love is running away with desires for you
 love is all the warmth I can give
arms that will hold you tight,
so you will never feel alone again
 love is commitment...
that we build our future upon
love is passionate, like wallpaper lightning
 love is freeing...a door to wonderland
love doesn't have to be like sold cold gold
the failures of yesterday we keep seeing;
we can make our own future
love is no stopping us
 love is spontaneous...
and intimate..
 longing to wrap you safety inside
wrap you safely inside more and more
 love is empathetic..
 wanting the best for you
 love is healing...
 wanting to undo miles from nowhere
every painful thing that's been done to you
 love is compassionate...
 caring about what bothers you,
and things that you want to do that you haven't done
 love is serving,
spiritual,
reliable and sensual
 intimate...a novice illustration
peaceful
and obedient
 love is meek..
and imperfectly perfect
among the ruins of echoed famine
 surrendering to you cobbled shadows in the streets
singing miscellaneous symphonies
abstracting life's viewpoint
giving you best of it
 courageous
versatile...
 tough,
and tender, too
in morning whispers
love is forgiving...
easy,
and not so quick to offend
 love is anxious,
racing, speeding
 longing to hold you close
 love is continuous....
love can be your lover,
your mentor,
your sistah,
and your friend
your taxi
your bus
your car
your plane

we are interchangeable...but love is not
it never intends to end
love is ammunition...
it will use whatever it takes
...to win your heart




'All,
everything that I understand,
I understand
only
because I love hard.'



 

 

Monday, February 6, 2012

Linda, Linda, Linda.......A Wordfix@56 Write @17





















Sometimes, by sitting still in calm places, the soul collects wisdom.
Children show scars like medals, but grown-ups.....they use them as secrets, revealed at the most inopportune times
to help them grow, or keep them from ever growing.
A scar is what happens when pain is made flesh...

Linda.....I wish you.....a scar-free life






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http://wfa56.multiply.com/journal/item/20?mark_read=wfa56:journal:20&replies_read=8



Friday, February 3, 2012

Chapter Four.......A CRC Write #67









" A woman's whole life is a history of the affections."


Chapter four......

for ever and never
right now and eventually
someone I haven't met
is out there..wondering...what it would be like
to meet someone like me
The scene opens amidst icicled branches of fate
playing the opening monologue  
with me thinking...in profligacy as this idoneous day thaws
developing my rebellious conciliatory tastes
for partially and fully impacting my senses
as I don my dignity overrated.....while freedom...
freedom is just another word I use
when I have nothing else to lose
So I use this time wisely
as across the room
enter.....my co-star into my bonny zoom
Allow me, if you could, to give you a standing ovation,
as I engage your mind in altruistic novation
while my mind listens to your thoughts--
thoughts sought, and caught behind the fog
of fearless fate
as words of desire which might escape...
drape my a la mode plate
Let them be...
for they are safe and sound,
painted contiguously into my reality


"Let men tremble to win the hand of woman,
unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart."


Let me walk right up to your aura,
touch it....and feel our beings shake blushingly
leaving imprints of me throughout you
soloing into your heart intimately
a duet of sensual birr fanning passion's embers
nefariously
If you need to....just let go and trust me,
consider this a neoteric game
that both of us will remember
anamnesisly

[Lights, camera, action]
I am compelled within my soul
to toil long....without any desinence,
choosing not to count the tortured nights in angst
and paregmenonic frustration
with over-enthusiastic hands stranded over and in parts of me,
touching me in hotchpotch
while wanting you
waiting for you
bating you
and needing to touch you
every minute of every day
became a deuced outrance

[cut]
Waiting in remora has brought me here
clinging to the core....waiting for that someday nevermore
with the embodiment of heart-head balanced zeal
seeking to decipher the language of the souls we heal
by letting go of resistance blinding and shedding light on ourselves
at a distance

Here I am...right here looking for the right words to say
See me releasing and welcoming loving comfort
and a buffet of sensual innuendos on display
All my intentions are set in stone...attempting to dress you
so you will never lack esteem or a loving home
from without.....from within
Waiting to lay my body on yours
so we can complete
chapter four









jak(2/2/12)