Describe Me In One Word

Lets play a cool game. 
Describe the person who commented before you..in one word. 

I will ask that you be polite
and respectful,
or just don't say anything rude,
or profane
....

Happy Feelings

Grab my attention
.......hold it for a while

Read me a poem....a story
tell me a joke
make me laugh
make me smile
....hug me
I have a heart
I have joy
deep inside me
Impress me

Bless me
....fill me
speak my language
fill your mind
body
and spirit
with welcome

May today
and every day
fill you with

happy feelings









jakuper (7/26/11)




* feel free to add a happy song, poem or joke..or whatever....Happy Wednesday

Finish The Thought.....July 26, 2011

1. What kind of mood did you wake up with this morning?

2. What song is in your head alot lately?

3. What color is your favorite blouse/shirt?

4. How many phones are in your house?

5. What did your dinner last night consist of?

6. Are you one who likes to work inside, or outside in the Summer?

7. What tattoos, piercings, or birthmarks do you have on your body?

8. Have you ever been rendered speechless lately? If so, what about...

9. If it were possible, would you want to know if your life mattered to anyone? Why, or why not?

10. If you could change one thing about you today , what would it be?

11 Does your future outlook make you more nervous, or more excited?

12. What food could you eat every day, in some form, and not get sick of?

13. What is your favorite kind of cake?

14. What is the last thing someone said to you that made you cry?

15. Would you share with strangers if you came across a large, large windfall?

16. What is your favorite show to watch on TV this Summer?

17. What is your relationship with the last person you talked to yesterday?

18. Who was the last person you hugged?

19. What is your favorite online site ?

20. Would you rather deal with the heat, or the blizzards? Why...

21. What's one thing on your wish list for your next birthday?

22. What's the last movie you saw?  did you like it?



23. BONUS:  Tell me something good, today...

Constant Diversions........a Roggy MPC #22

"What are you gonna do now..?"

I don't know, Mac
it just seemed like I was 'always' longing for 'something' 'something bigger' something more
than what kept us apart
while wrestling to the ground plans
of winning her heart

"I remember when you two first got together.  It was just so electric...you see one, you see the other.  Actually Mom thought you would elope.  And the wedding...wow.....we all knew...that was it for you"

I know...memories...of how I screwed up
keep me awake at night
...the afterthoughts...
knock on my heart's door
making a mouse out of me
and made our home
a place where even strangers could enter
..and feel more at home than we were

"I'm so sorry you feeling so hurt.  I know she still loves you, man.  Who wouldn't?"

and...you know...every since she left,
I've been looking for a way
to say I messed up
I did it this time
...hid behind work,
wanting more, more, more
thinking it would be so different
if we had what the Joneses had...you know
...now, if she was here with me
that's all I wanted

I tell you...all those constant diversions,
and subtle sabotaging
hiding behind my own subjective doubt
pushed me here

"Hey, you human. Who breaks up for one mistake??"

Just don't you make the same mistakes I made


[uneasy silence amidst the chatter of dishes, forks, stacks of plates, people yelling orders behind closed doors]



And you know what...
I actually predicted how it would end...
even though I act clueless now...
I orchestrated my own pain

" She will forgive you..and come back.  You'll see.  Just have a little faith in second chances, and realizing that to the world you might be one person, and to one person...you might be the world...drink up, brother, I gotcha...."

I dread the day I won't think of her
it's all I've done for so long
She picked out our furniture
We decorated the place
She bought my shoes,
my socks,
chose the colors for the rooms....
She knew how to calm me
and charm me

One day, little brother
 after the worst day of my life
........and I wish I could take it all back
I wish she were coming back
instead of making a new life with someone
she doesn't even know

" I'm here for you.  if its meant to be..she will see..."

Hell.....the world is confusing enough
without knowing just what to do
The realtors are coming tomorrow,
I got to find me a smaller place
The time we spent drinking wisdom's bittersweet cup
is now the time to get my act together
and realize that today has now become
the day after the day I never thought
would ever happen









jakuper (7/24/11)

Follow That Dream........a FIAF Challenge #45

........................................................................"follow that dream"

(which one?)

.....the one that just yelled out my name
and ducked out the doorway..daring me to follow it

That Sun.....too bright....I know
it's just waiting to baptize me when I do

 My reward.....
because I finally did what I was scared to:

believe...



with my whole heart








jakuper (7/18/11)

My Love Is............A Roggy Moving Pic Challenge #21

My love is woman to woman...
my heart to your heart

My passion is forever
I never want us to be apart
My passion is musing
I enjoy sharing moments of the heart

My passion is attentive
I want to learn whatever I can about you
My passion is contradiction,
in that I can love you with all I have today
and find more love for tomorrow

My love is cosmic
I believe in anything I can dream
and I'm ready to share all my dreams with you
My love is always changing
I'm always trying to do what is right
improving, everyday, and learning from you

My passion is all the warmth I can give
arms that will hold you tight,
so you will never feel alone again
My love is commitment...
that we build our future upon
My love is passionate
My love is freeing...
love doesn't have to be like
the failures of yesterday we keep seeing;
we can make our own future

My love is spontaneous...
and intimate
....
rough and soft
I long to wrap you safety inside
My love is empathetic..
because I want the best for you

My love is healing...
I want to undo
every painful thing that's been done to you
My love is compassionate
...
I care about what bothers you,
and things that you want to do
My love is serving,
spiritual,
reliable and sensual

It's intimate
...
peaceful
and obedient
My love is meek..
and

imperfectly perfect

I will surrender to you
give you best of me
I'm courageous
versatile...
I can be tough,

and tender, too

I am forgiving...
easy,

and not so quick to offend

My love is continuous....

I don't ever intend for it to end

 

I am interchangeable...

I can be your lover,
your mentor,
your sistah,
and your friend

My love is anxious
It longs to hold you close

 

My love is ammunition...
I will use whatever it takes

...

to win you

'All, everything that I understand,
I understand only because I love. '

 

jakuper (7/15/11)

Celebrate With Me.......a FIAF Challenge #44

My, my, how does time fly
when we rush its medicine

Here, have another drink......on...me

Here's to you

the journey.... the trip..
a joy to know !!

Celebrate with me...
Let possibility be....wrapped up...in....in
in..your strawberry thighs...I..I.... mean....sighs

To us...

"live out our imagination
.......
not our history"








jakuper (7/12/11)

Til You Make It..........Roggy's Moving Pic Challenge #20

I can do this

twirling
pulling
burning
energy
can't stop
jujitsu precision
twirl
smile
turn
bow
muscles...groin
growing
growing
hips
tightening
don't stonewall me
not now
thighs
biting
cheeks
meeting
toes balancing
my next meal
feels like
aporia
like
like
twisting
music
playing
over
and over
and over

perfection
only room for
for
for
perfection
one winner
one
wrong turn
turn
careful
turn
turn
pain
can't stop
why
be cause
this
is my
gift
lift
lift
lift
me
turn
turn
fake it
til you
make it
make it
make it Joyce


three more minutes

then
mmm

stop.

running outside.




exhaling
aaaahhhhhhhhhh
breathing in
spinning around
blowing
out stress
inhale in
fresh air
air
air
breathe

freedom
take me away

spinning
how did I do
my best
yes
Yes!
my best

Great spirit
reward me
you see me
you hear my suffrage
I feel you

I see you

Sun
shining down
on me
release me
I gave it
my all

my all

fill me up
fill my cup
let them see
I gave me
me
my best
time
sweat
effort
my gift
your gift
to me
my gift
to them
ahhhh

yes
exhaling


thank you.



back inside.



sitting here
waiting
in fluttering silence
waiting
anxious
nervous
excited

watching them pass me
my chances
what...
good
not good

average...?
I wanted to win
I wanted
to win


who won?

was I good
yes
Yes I was

doodling
doodling
bedlam
tearing up my paper
shreds

ughh.

before I could attenuate
a voice:

"Joyce, Joyce"


yes
you called me



"yes, we did"





a butterfly
landed in the corner
where I sat
as I stood up

I watched it
flapping it's wings
and a sirocco feeling
bathed me
I was terrified





" you got the part"





" Beautiful and graceful, varied and enchanting, small but approachable, butterflies lead you to the sunny side of  life.  And everyone deserves a little sunshine"
~Jeffrey Glassberg~









jakuper (7/7/11)

Taken For Granted............FIAF #43

good homes come with no strings attached...
so why can't I shake this feeling of estrangement
I have a story to tell....and it hurts where no one can see
I could see a pencil...and cry over the loss of a tree
because that's just how much being taken for granted
 means to me







jakuper (7/2/11)