The Last Time (FIAF #29)

.....
the last time
I let him fall this low.....into temptation. 
Penciling words...confessing.....
only to God.  But what does it mean when I'm not recompensing?   I love him. 

In the dark regretting..... deceiving her....my soul....for the exasperation in my loins...
can't believe we're doing it again.......scribbling.....

one more time won't hurt




jakuper (3/29/11)

More To People

* I just borrowed this from a friend on Facebook

The One u just called fat?

She has been starving herself & she has lost over 30 lbs.

The One u just called stupid?   

She has a learning disability & studies over 4hrs a night.

The One you just called ugly?   

She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her.

The One you just tripped?   

She is abused enough at home.

There's a lot more to people than you think

Easy Like Sunday

Happy Sunday....

I woke up this morning, happy, like I mostly do, and couldn't resist the urge to come to Multiply and see what's going on with my friends.    I am sitting in my corner chair, and I watch the sun come up from the left side of me...only it's not sunny today.   But each day, I rise, I remember to thank God for waking me, and starting my life..again. I listen to music, sometimes I cook, or drink a few cups of coffee lol

What kind of things do you like to do on Sundays? Whether it be the morning, afternoons, evenings, or Sunday nights...I would be very honored if you shared with me what you usually do on this day. Perhaps it is a favorite memory, or going to church, or resting.   Maybe you watch sports, relax, wash clothes, or the vehicle.   Maybe you do other things, and you only do them when you have time.

Even....if you wanted to...you can share a video and upon posting it, tell us what you like about it.  Do the words move you to tears, or laughter, or poignancy..and you want to write how you are feeling, or something you want to talk about..... or...maybe one of these pictures I shared, or one you find.... might muse you to write about it.

Let's do something different, relaxing.....and fun. That's what you will always find over here.   Good fun, good memories, and good friends...




Happy Sunday to ((((you))))!!!

DIZZY LOVE

Ever in creasing circles of possibility
as possibility forms an attraction
Attraction explodes
haphazardly into passion,
.....sometimes unseen...sometimes not revealed
yet the deal is sealed
in the heart

Passion calls upon daydreaming....
daydreaming about love
Young love becomes love....becomes love..becomes....love
as love becomes frantic
and demanding
and confusing
and.....estranged
and too much and too little...and too late

(Love gives me a headache)

until it gets to be
ostensible
Ostensible becomes dizzying
dizzying becomes intolerance....surrounded by doubt
and as doubt grows
so goes the idea of a more perfect union
Loves ass shows
even behind closed doors
and the mournful optimist becomes
the pimped meridian pessimist

Pessimism that begets discontentment
Discontent leaks resentment.
Resentment becomes agitation,
agitation coupled with
frustration and aggravation
and then....

the knife.........twists.......in your back

Before long...
love is nothing more
than a hindsight...
a bitter fight
with no winner
because love had no fight in her

Ever decreasing circles of
who's wrong
who's right

I get dizzy on fair rides
so please get me off this crazy thang, Jane!
The rational divide in my mind
is tangled..like twisted string

......help me.....Help me...

......

the pain is

neverending

 

the pain is

neverending

 

the pain is neverending

 

 

 

 

 

I'm think I'm going insane











jakuper